You made the choice and took action. There’s no turning back. You are where you are now because of it. What’s the point of dreaming back to that decision and wondering how your life could have panned out differently? You cannot wish your life back, so do not waste your time. You can only take a new action and move forward. It if means recreating that choice again and choosing the other road, great. But that opportunity rarely arises again, so you may very well be stuck on this path.
Dare not reflect on your past, unless it helps you discover a positive life lesson or take pride in the path you chose. Embrace every choice you made in life; those choices define you today. Regrets are a waste of time and a damper on your soul. You cannot undo what has already been done. But don’t forget: you can always make a new choice.